The Classroom as Holy Ground
By Kevin O'Brien
Web Posted: May 26, 2003
Reprinted from America Magazine
Every semester begins the same way. I walk to the door of the classroom and
catch my breath. Like an actor walking on stage, the nervousness of a teacher
on the first day--or any day--is natural. It is the same now that I am teaching
college as it was when I taught high school before joining the Jesuits. The more
I teach, however, the more I realize that it is not just nervousness I feel on
the first day. Along with that anxiety is awe, because I am beginning to appreciate
how the classroom is holy ground, a place where I can encounter God.
St. Ignatius Loyola would have it no other way. His spirituality is based on
the conviction that deep within each of us are bold, holy desires. And the classroom
is one place where those desires can be unleashed and harnessed in a profound
way. In Jesuit education, teaching is not just about disseminating information
and teaching career skills. In the vision of Ignatius and other religious educators,
teaching is a vocation, a mission and a labor of love. In the Constitutions
of the Society of Jesus, Ignatius instructs his teachers to "make it
their special aim, both in their lectures when occasion is offered and outside
of them too, to inspire the students to the love and service of God our Lord,
and to a love of the virtues by which they will please him" (No. 486). This
love is not any saccharine, Hallmark-type sentimentality. It is a love born of
deep respect for the person and lived out in the nitty-gritty of everyday life.
That love reveals itself primarily in the relationship between teacher and
student. During his own life, Ignatius experienced God not as distant or removed,
but as a teacher personally involved in his life, eliciting from him new hopes
and desires and gently instructing him in the ways of prayer. From his own religious
experience, Ignatius also believed in the promise of each person as created in
the image of God. This is the starting point of his Spiritual Exercises, a retreat
that Ignatius fashioned after his own religious conversion. Along with the works
of other great educators and spiritual writers, the Spiritual Exercises
offer wise counsel to today's teacher.
Ignatius was convinced that God speaks with each of us in a unique and personal
way. This is no one-sided conversation, but a mutual exchange that goes straight
to the heart. And this relationship is so intimate, so unconditional, that it
persists even as we acknowledge our own brokenness and sinfulness. Gently and
persistently, God labors in and through us. If God works with each of us so tenderly,
patiently and lovingly, then teachers must aspire to emulate these same qualities
in their relationship with students. This is what Jesuit educators mean by
cura personalis: caring for each particular student in mind, body and spirit.
Any relationship takes time and work to develop, and begins by first knowing
the other. In the Exercises, Ignatius counsels the retreatant to
beg for the following grace: "to ask for an interior knowledge of Our Lord,
who became human for me, that I may love him more intensely and follow him more
closely" (No. 104). The ordering of this grace is as instructive for the
teacher as it is for a retreatant. We cannot truly love and serve someone--whether
Christ, a friend, or a student--unless we first know them. Accordingly,
to care for the whole person means that we must try to know our students beyond
what a transcript can tell us. As teachers, we strive to know their life history,
discover their strengths and limitations, and understand their struggles and hopes.
Only then can we serve them best. Only within a personal, trusting relationship
will students feel free to be themselves, to ask questions that matter, to make
mistakes and to grow into the person God calls them to be.
Central to building any relationship is conversation. This may sound
easy, but for Ignatius conversation was an art that required some natural aptitude
and plenty of practice. In fact, conversational prayer is so integral to praying
through the Exercises that Ignatius suggests ending a period of
prayer with a "colloquy" with Mary, Christ and God the Father (No. 63).
This conversation may be more formal, but may also be as "one friend speaks
to another" (No. 54). The classroom is also a place where meaningful conversation,
both formal and informal, can thrive.
Ignatius looked for any opportunity to come to know people and to speak with
them about God. He did this as easily on street corners as in churches. Ignatius'
example sets the bar high for teachers. Jerome Nadal, one of Ignatius' early companions,
wrote of him: "His burning zeal for souls and his gift of discernment and
divine tact enabled him with a few winning words to endear himself to everyone
he met. He got to know men so well that he worked wonders with them. It was as
if he could peer into a man's soul; and when he spoke men had to admit that he
knew them better than they knew themselves." Before we work wonders in our
classroom, we must be zealous about touching the souls entrusted to our care.
So we must be ready to converse with our students wherever we find them.
Essential to the art of conversation is the ability to listen attentively.
While Ignatius expected his Jesuits to be active apostles in the world, he also
insisted that they balance action with contemplation. Teachers, who are paid to
talk, must at other times be silent, so as to listen to what the student is saying.
Many of us may be uncomfortable with silence and may try to fill the silence with
words. But as teachers, we must allow silence to become part of individual conversation
and classroom instruction. Silence can be an invitation for the student to speak,
or for both teacher and student to ponder what has already been said. Such a contemplative
attitude can make teachers more sensitive to those unexpected "teachable
moments" before they quickly pass and more aware of the passing glimpses
of God during a busy day.
Conversation also requires openness to and charity towards the other. At the
beginning of the Exercises, Ignatius lays down a fundamental ground
rule: both the retreatant and his or her spiritual director must put a positive
interpretation on the other's statements, and if that is not possible, then "one
should correct the person with love" (No. 22). For the teacher, this means
suspending judgment while listening to what the student has to say. Any correction
must be done out of love, not anger. Love sometimes requires holding students
accountable for their words and actions. Love asks the teacher to be patient and
to discern carefully when and how to offer correction. However frustrating a student
may prove, if we believe in a God who is intimately involved in our lives, then
we also must believe that God brought us together for a reason. The two of us
are somehow part of each other's salvation history. With God, nothing--no moment,
no word, no conversation, no frustration--is wasted.
In the Ignatian tradition, flexibility is also essential. Having experienced
God working so personally with him, Ignatius structured his Exercises so that
they could be adapted to the circumstances of each person. Ignatius' own flexibility
could be seen in the way he approached his own ministries. He did not plan to
open schools, but he did so because schools were greatly needed in his time. Like
other educators, Ignatius required the teaching of virtue in his schools, but
he left teachers some discretion about how to instill good moral habits. In the
Constitutions, Ignatius stipulates that some students could be required, for
example, to go to confession and Mass "when this can be done easily."
Others, he continued, "should be ! persuaded gently and not be forced to
it nor expelled from the classes for not complying" (No. 481-82).
In the same way, today's teacher must work with students where they are, not
just where the teacher wants them to be. We must be ready to adapt teaching methods
and requirements to meet our students' particular needs. This means considering
the students' own academic interests and learning styles, accounting for any learning
disabilities and understanding the competing demands made on students today, particularly
those who must work many hours after school to pay tuition. We must also learn
about the culture in which students were raised: the television, music and movies
that define their generation; the communities and families in which their character
was formed; and their fears, doubts and questions, particularly after the terrorist
attacks on Sept. 11, 2001, and the recent church scandals.
In short, we teachers must ensure that our agendas and objectives don't get
in the way of learning. Structure is necessary, but we cannot become slaves to
the syllabus. In the Exercises, Ignatius warns the spiritual director
not to intrude too much in the retreat, leaving enough room for God to work with
the retreatant directly (No. 15). Similarly, we must leave room for grace to operate
in the classroom.
Creativity is another hallmark of Jesuit education. In what he called
his "spiritual conversations," Ignatius was always looking for ways
to turn the subject to Christ and virtuous living, but he first talked of things
that interested the other. "After thus gaining his confidence," Ignatius
surmised, "we shall have better success. In this sense we go in with him
his way but come out our own." In The Conversational Word of God,
the historian Thomas Clancy, S.J., recounts two episodes that demonstrate Ignatius'
legendary creativity. To get the attention of a student whom he was unable to
convince to change his promiscuous behavior, Ignatius jumped into an icy brook
and shouted pious exhortations as the man passed on the way to see his lover.
On another occasion, after failing to persuade a theology professor to make the
monthlong version of the Exercises, Ignatius offered, as a last resort, to play
a game of billiards with him. If Ignatius won, as he did, the man would give up
a month of his life to make the Exercises.
The early Jesuits missioned by Ignatius to teach imitated their founder's creativity.
In The First Jesuits, John O'Malley, S.J., recalls how some Jesuits began
setting the catechism to music, leading children through the streets while singing
tunes about Christian doctrine. In Gandía, Spain, the catechetical tunes
became so popular that they would be sung day and night by adults and children
alike.
Today's teachers must be creative in their own, perhaps less dramatic, ways.
We must vary our pedagogical style, ranging from formal lectures to facilitating
small group work, classroom discussion and student presentations. Our assignments
can be crafted to elicit both insight and emotion from our students, as we help
them discover what they are most passionate about. Finally, we must use a variety
of multimedia tools to reach today's students, who were raised on MTV, Nintendo,
the Internet and e-mail. Though we must be careful not to let technology replace
effective teaching, we need also take the time and effort to learn how media can
help the teacher teach and the student learn.
Blessed Peter Faber, one of the first Jesuits, wrote: "It is most pleasing
to Christ and the heavenly court to leave behind a trail of godly conversations
through whatever part of the world we happen to pass. Everywhere we must build,
plant, and reap the harvest." "Everywhere" includes the classroom--the
vineyard to which we teachers are called. There we build and plant, trusting that
the harvest will be bountiful one day, even if we are not around to see it. Teaching
is a great act of hope. As Henry Adams observed, "A teacher affects eternity;
he can never tell where his influence stops."
Such seeds are sown with every conversation. Our challenge as teachers in the
Ignatian tradition is to make the classroom a place where godly conversations
take place. We do not always need to be talking about God for that to happen.
We encounter grace anytime students stretch their minds to realize their God-given
potential, wonder about new ideas, marvel at the intricate beauty of the world,
strive for a more just and gentle world, and grow in love for themselves and others.
This is what makes desks like altars, and all of us like sacraments pointing to
the divine.
I have taken as my patron saint for the first days of school each semester
St. Alphonsus Rodriguez, who was the doorkeeper at the Jesuit college on the island
of Majorca, off the Spanish coast, in the 16th century. His simple kindness, the
gentleness with which he did ordinary things, his holiness and his ease with spiritual
conversation had a profound effect on students. In his memoirs, he relates how
every time the doorbell rang, he looked at the door and imagined that it was God
on the other side. As he approached the door, he would say, always with a smile,
"I'm coming, Lord!" This prayer I say with Alphonsus, as I approach
the classroom door and ready myself to greet those whom I will meet on this holy
ground.
Kevin O'Brien, S.J., is a Jesuit scholastic and a visiting
instructor of philosophy at Saint Joseph's University in Philadelphia. In the
fall he will continue theology studies in preparation for ordination at the Weston
Jesuit School of Theology in Cambridge, Mass.
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